Sometimes I wonder, will it be better if I am dead? When will be the moment I will die? How will I die? I'm wondering all sorts of possibilities and the prefered circumstances so much so that I'm looking forward to it. You might say : "Eh you siao arh, C**k, where got people look forward to death or wish that they will die as soon as possible one"..........My question to you is "Why not?"=)
Why shouldn't or wouldn't someone look forward to death? Is death really that undesirable? Why is it undesirable? Because you are afraid? What are you afraid of? Leaving your family? Leaving your "friends" - well you call them "friends" because you are or know you are dying soon but in actual fact you don't treat them like "friends" at all. Leaving your darling - er..no. 109th?...or the one before that?...or the one that have yet to come? Or maybe for some it's really just uncertain and fear of what is coming next with death. Maybe you will see your grandfather standing there waiting for you to give you one tight slap across your F**king face to wake up your F**king idea.....I don't know, I mean it's possible if you believe that you will see your grandfather.....but for some I really hope that is the case.
Why should you still cling on to life when you are practicaly a living dead? Why don't you just die and F**k off from this world? It really pains and more often than not, disgusts me to see that sometimes poeple are so F**ked up that they do stupid things, say stupid things and be such a stupid F**k that they are actually better off dead. I'll tell you why.....
On day, I was in class when I overheard one of my classmates speaking with another.
Classmate A : Eh yesterday you got go and pray or not?
Classmate B : Yah got, went to pray pray with my family.
Classmate A : I haven't pray yet sia...must go and pray...pray to this "ABC" god.
Classmate B : I haven't pray to this "ABC" god but I pray to the "XYZ" god already.
-----After school-----
Classmate A : Eh you know those ashpiles arh, must give them respect and pray you know. Cannot go and step or disturb the ashpile. That one belongs to the dead one. Must respect them.
Classmate B : Oh yah correct. Must respect them lah. They are the dead, must respect them.
Classmate B : Oh yah you know or not arh that ****** owe me $5 didn't return me leh.
Classmate A : Is it? Take from him loh.
Classmate B : Yah...blah blah blah blah...
Classmate A : Wah F**k lah...blah blah blah.....
And this seems to go on forever, poor ******.....even the dead get so much more respect than a healthy, living, alive and kicking him.
Some people are like that. They respect the dead. They go and pray pray. They do this. They do that. They do everything. For the dead. What about the one next to you?.....YES HIM...stop looking around.....that's the one I'm talking about. You care about him??!? F**K YOU! Owe you a little bit of money you KPKB. A little bit and you gossip non-stop about him. Respect this respect that, why not you respect my C**k instead. The people are already dead and can't do anything.....maybe can lah...maybe they appear show you how ghosts say hi.....--->..l.. anyway, you give them so much respect. You don't even know them, but you worship them as if they are gods. Why not you worship my C**k lah, maybe if you worship enough it can give you 4 numbers also...10 numbers also can...how many you want also can give you ah. The one next to you might be your classmate, or anyone who is definitely closer to you than that pile of black ash, or at least he's still a living human being. Do you give him the same respect you gave to that pile of ash? At least half? No? One quarter? One fifth? You might as well go eat my Sh!t.
People are like that, always full of shitty don't know WTF C**k mentality and behaviour. They respect and show concern for a pile of ash so much more than the living person next to them. When their time has come, they start saying all the "I love you" and "Take care my best friend" and all the hypocritic blah blah black sh!t. I think the best leading actor/actress must be you lah. Mediacorp should give you that award man. You are the best show I've ever seen lah!
Sometimes Love just ain't enough, they need more than a F**king slap across their F**king face to wake up their F**king idea.
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