Dedicated to You, my dear, my love.
I love you.
I'm down on my knees, will you forgive me.
I failed a million times.
I treated you so bad, how can you still love me.
You wiped my weeping eyes as I cry.
I'm so unworthy to be by your side.
And I will never forget this moment in time.....
I'll be needing you in my life.
I'll never find another love...
I'll never find another you...
I'll never find another heart as pure and true.
I love you...and everything about you.
So lost in a world, filled with temptation.
I just cannot let go.
The ocean surround me, I was sinking so quickly.
Holding on I tried as I swallowed my pride.
I saw life flashing before my eyes.
Right then I knew it was just a matter of time.....
I'll be needing you in my life.
I'll never find another love...
I'll never find another you...
I'll never find another heart as pure and true.
I love you...and everything about you.
I'll unbreak your heart.
I'm sorry I disappointed you.
I love you so much.
I'm starting right here.
I'm starting right now.
Forever I will serve you.
I'll be honest and true.....
I'll never find another love...
I'll never find.....another you...
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough : Wisdom
Once upon a time, there was a Master Jedi by the name of Hortath.....or was it Hartoth...nvm...
Master Hortath was a Jedi respected by many other fellow Jedis. He walked in the Light and had a strong connection with the Force. His wisdom gave him the understanding of many that others have yet. He was the role model. Every padawan was hoping to be like him one day. Many were inspired by him. However, he could not accept the fact that his eyesight was failing him. Despite his wisdom, people have told him about his condition but his pride was like a barrier, a barrier that cannot be yet so easily broken. One day, a young padawan was lost and met Master Hortath. He decided to ask for directions...
Padawan : Greetings, Master Jedi.
Master Hortath : Greetings to you, young padawan.
Padawan : Master, I am lost.
Master Hortath : Where to, my young one?
Padawan : I wish to go to the Jedi training academy.
Master Hortath : I'm afraid you have taken the wrong path, padawan. Where I face, the academy lies there.
Padawan : Pardon my ignorance Master but I have been told that academy lies in the opposite direction.
Master Hortath : I tell you the truth, the academy is indeed in my sight. Follow that path and it will not lead you away from where you seek.
Padawan : If you say so, Master.
Master Hortath : May the Force be with you.
Actually, the Padawan was speaking the truth. He was told about the location of the academy and he was indeed on the right path. However, due to Master Hortath's pride, the young Padawan was lead onto the wrong path. Instead of the path to the Light, he had been directed to a path that takes him down to a groove with a strong pressence of the Dark Force. He was indeed on a road towards destruction. What happened to him nobody knows but people were rather pessimistic.
Zion says:
You might be full of wisdom. You might be very successful. You might be an overachiever in almost everything that you do. You might be one who excels in your academic field. You might be one who feels that life is wonderful and full of wonderful surprises and people. You might be one who thinks that you have the world by being so successful and having the people, whom you want to be in your life, in your life. You might be one who feels love and feels that you have almost a limitless capacity to love. You might be one who is everything the above mentioned. You might be one who is so everything the above mentioned that you have become stuck up, some maybe screwed up or some others simply just F**ked up. You might have wisdom, but are you always right? You can try to act high, noble and mighty but there is just that much that you are and can be. You think that you are noble. You think so highly of yourself...huh? You think you can carry out justice...even so of doing it on behalf of everyone? You think that by that ounce of little wisdom you got in your head, you can put yourself above other people? Above me?...you wish? You think that just because you think you are who you think you are, you are who you think you are and that gives you the right and even the right of being right to do things the way of those people you condemn? So are you in any way different from them? Are you not in any way even of me? Who do you think you are...huh? Let me tell you the truth, I don't care what you think of others or even me. I don't care a damn about what you feel about what I say. Don't pose to me the same questions I have posed to you. It doesn't make or prove any point, muchless yours. I don't care what you say about me. The point is not about me. It's about how screwed up you are. I might be screwed up, maybe.....in your eyes....or any of your likes..... But I don't care even half a damn about it because it's not about me, it's about you. You are just as F**ked up as I do. Maybe half as F**ked up as me, I don't know, maybe a quarter but in any case...you are. I don't care whether or not you think I am right because it doesn't matter to me; you are the one who is wrong. I might not be right but you are wrong. It can be explained simply by Karma. You might think that for a person like me, I should be run over by a car, be beaten up by somebody or struck by lightning or maybe not so much on that scale but maybe just "attacked" by a particular blog saying how F**ked up I am and stuff like that. Well I guess maybe what goes around really comes around and I got what I deserve but what happens to the one who ran his car over me? What happens to the one who beat me up? What happens to the one who blogged nasty stuff about me?...the same way I blog about people? Which part of Karma do you think they belong to? Will the driver get run over by another person for running over me? Will the person, who beat me up, get beaten up by some other people? Will the person, who blogged about me, suffer the same fate as me for doing the exact same thing that I did? It never seems to end, does it? Which part of Karma do YOU think you belong to then? Maybe you are the one who is coming to give me what I deserve....maybe?...So after you gave me what I deserved, what does that place you in Karma again? Or do you think that you are so high and noble and mighty that you are not supposed to be part of this whole thing at all and that I'm just a F**ker and somebody's just going to make me suffer for that's what I deserve and everything's just going to be like that as smoothly as if planned and you will be smiling to yourself feeling happy because you feel that justice has been done...so that's what you think? Who do you think you are? You better think twice, or thrice or more, because just as you might believe in Karma, some other people might believe in Karma as much as you do, if not more. Like what many people always say or even what you might say about some religions, what you believe might not be what it is. Don't you think Karma is such a wonderful thing? Do you believe in Karma? Do you STILL believe in Karma? In any case, you can say or think all sorts of things about me and I don't care a damn because I made my point and it will continue to prove itself just as it always have and I rest my case.
Sometimes, Love just ain't enough.
Master Hortath was a Jedi respected by many other fellow Jedis. He walked in the Light and had a strong connection with the Force. His wisdom gave him the understanding of many that others have yet. He was the role model. Every padawan was hoping to be like him one day. Many were inspired by him. However, he could not accept the fact that his eyesight was failing him. Despite his wisdom, people have told him about his condition but his pride was like a barrier, a barrier that cannot be yet so easily broken. One day, a young padawan was lost and met Master Hortath. He decided to ask for directions...
Padawan : Greetings, Master Jedi.
Master Hortath : Greetings to you, young padawan.
Padawan : Master, I am lost.
Master Hortath : Where to, my young one?
Padawan : I wish to go to the Jedi training academy.
Master Hortath : I'm afraid you have taken the wrong path, padawan. Where I face, the academy lies there.
Padawan : Pardon my ignorance Master but I have been told that academy lies in the opposite direction.
Master Hortath : I tell you the truth, the academy is indeed in my sight. Follow that path and it will not lead you away from where you seek.
Padawan : If you say so, Master.
Master Hortath : May the Force be with you.
Actually, the Padawan was speaking the truth. He was told about the location of the academy and he was indeed on the right path. However, due to Master Hortath's pride, the young Padawan was lead onto the wrong path. Instead of the path to the Light, he had been directed to a path that takes him down to a groove with a strong pressence of the Dark Force. He was indeed on a road towards destruction. What happened to him nobody knows but people were rather pessimistic.
Zion says:
You might be full of wisdom. You might be very successful. You might be an overachiever in almost everything that you do. You might be one who excels in your academic field. You might be one who feels that life is wonderful and full of wonderful surprises and people. You might be one who thinks that you have the world by being so successful and having the people, whom you want to be in your life, in your life. You might be one who feels love and feels that you have almost a limitless capacity to love. You might be one who is everything the above mentioned. You might be one who is so everything the above mentioned that you have become stuck up, some maybe screwed up or some others simply just F**ked up. You might have wisdom, but are you always right? You can try to act high, noble and mighty but there is just that much that you are and can be. You think that you are noble. You think so highly of yourself...huh? You think you can carry out justice...even so of doing it on behalf of everyone? You think that by that ounce of little wisdom you got in your head, you can put yourself above other people? Above me?...you wish? You think that just because you think you are who you think you are, you are who you think you are and that gives you the right and even the right of being right to do things the way of those people you condemn? So are you in any way different from them? Are you not in any way even of me? Who do you think you are...huh? Let me tell you the truth, I don't care what you think of others or even me. I don't care a damn about what you feel about what I say. Don't pose to me the same questions I have posed to you. It doesn't make or prove any point, muchless yours. I don't care what you say about me. The point is not about me. It's about how screwed up you are. I might be screwed up, maybe.....in your eyes....or any of your likes..... But I don't care even half a damn about it because it's not about me, it's about you. You are just as F**ked up as I do. Maybe half as F**ked up as me, I don't know, maybe a quarter but in any case...you are. I don't care whether or not you think I am right because it doesn't matter to me; you are the one who is wrong. I might not be right but you are wrong. It can be explained simply by Karma. You might think that for a person like me, I should be run over by a car, be beaten up by somebody or struck by lightning or maybe not so much on that scale but maybe just "attacked" by a particular blog saying how F**ked up I am and stuff like that. Well I guess maybe what goes around really comes around and I got what I deserve but what happens to the one who ran his car over me? What happens to the one who beat me up? What happens to the one who blogged nasty stuff about me?...the same way I blog about people? Which part of Karma do you think they belong to? Will the driver get run over by another person for running over me? Will the person, who beat me up, get beaten up by some other people? Will the person, who blogged about me, suffer the same fate as me for doing the exact same thing that I did? It never seems to end, does it? Which part of Karma do YOU think you belong to then? Maybe you are the one who is coming to give me what I deserve....maybe?...So after you gave me what I deserved, what does that place you in Karma again? Or do you think that you are so high and noble and mighty that you are not supposed to be part of this whole thing at all and that I'm just a F**ker and somebody's just going to make me suffer for that's what I deserve and everything's just going to be like that as smoothly as if planned and you will be smiling to yourself feeling happy because you feel that justice has been done...so that's what you think? Who do you think you are? You better think twice, or thrice or more, because just as you might believe in Karma, some other people might believe in Karma as much as you do, if not more. Like what many people always say or even what you might say about some religions, what you believe might not be what it is. Don't you think Karma is such a wonderful thing? Do you believe in Karma? Do you STILL believe in Karma? In any case, you can say or think all sorts of things about me and I don't care a damn because I made my point and it will continue to prove itself just as it always have and I rest my case.
Sometimes, Love just ain't enough.
Monday, December 04, 2006
Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough : The Living Dead
Sometimes I wonder, will it be better if I am dead? When will be the moment I will die? How will I die? I'm wondering all sorts of possibilities and the prefered circumstances so much so that I'm looking forward to it. You might say : "Eh you siao arh, C**k, where got people look forward to death or wish that they will die as soon as possible one"..........My question to you is "Why not?"=)
Why shouldn't or wouldn't someone look forward to death? Is death really that undesirable? Why is it undesirable? Because you are afraid? What are you afraid of? Leaving your family? Leaving your "friends" - well you call them "friends" because you are or know you are dying soon but in actual fact you don't treat them like "friends" at all. Leaving your darling - er..no. 109th?...or the one before that?...or the one that have yet to come? Or maybe for some it's really just uncertain and fear of what is coming next with death. Maybe you will see your grandfather standing there waiting for you to give you one tight slap across your F**king face to wake up your F**king idea.....I don't know, I mean it's possible if you believe that you will see your grandfather.....but for some I really hope that is the case.
Why should you still cling on to life when you are practicaly a living dead? Why don't you just die and F**k off from this world? It really pains and more often than not, disgusts me to see that sometimes poeple are so F**ked up that they do stupid things, say stupid things and be such a stupid F**k that they are actually better off dead. I'll tell you why.....
On day, I was in class when I overheard one of my classmates speaking with another.
Classmate A : Eh yesterday you got go and pray or not?
Classmate B : Yah got, went to pray pray with my family.
Classmate A : I haven't pray yet sia...must go and pray...pray to this "ABC" god.
Classmate B : I haven't pray to this "ABC" god but I pray to the "XYZ" god already.
-----After school-----
Classmate A : Eh you know those ashpiles arh, must give them respect and pray you know. Cannot go and step or disturb the ashpile. That one belongs to the dead one. Must respect them.
Classmate B : Oh yah correct. Must respect them lah. They are the dead, must respect them.
Classmate B : Oh yah you know or not arh that ****** owe me $5 didn't return me leh.
Classmate A : Is it? Take from him loh.
Classmate B : Yah...blah blah blah blah...
Classmate A : Wah F**k lah...blah blah blah.....
And this seems to go on forever, poor ******.....even the dead get so much more respect than a healthy, living, alive and kicking him.
Some people are like that. They respect the dead. They go and pray pray. They do this. They do that. They do everything. For the dead. What about the one next to you?.....YES HIM...stop looking around.....that's the one I'm talking about. You care about him??!? F**K YOU! Owe you a little bit of money you KPKB. A little bit and you gossip non-stop about him. Respect this respect that, why not you respect my C**k instead. The people are already dead and can't do anything.....maybe can lah...maybe they appear show you how ghosts say hi.....--->..l.. anyway, you give them so much respect. You don't even know them, but you worship them as if they are gods. Why not you worship my C**k lah, maybe if you worship enough it can give you 4 numbers also...10 numbers also can...how many you want also can give you ah. The one next to you might be your classmate, or anyone who is definitely closer to you than that pile of black ash, or at least he's still a living human being. Do you give him the same respect you gave to that pile of ash? At least half? No? One quarter? One fifth? You might as well go eat my Sh!t.
People are like that, always full of shitty don't know WTF C**k mentality and behaviour. They respect and show concern for a pile of ash so much more than the living person next to them. When their time has come, they start saying all the "I love you" and "Take care my best friend" and all the hypocritic blah blah black sh!t. I think the best leading actor/actress must be you lah. Mediacorp should give you that award man. You are the best show I've ever seen lah!
Sometimes Love just ain't enough, they need more than a F**king slap across their F**king face to wake up their F**king idea.
Why shouldn't or wouldn't someone look forward to death? Is death really that undesirable? Why is it undesirable? Because you are afraid? What are you afraid of? Leaving your family? Leaving your "friends" - well you call them "friends" because you are or know you are dying soon but in actual fact you don't treat them like "friends" at all. Leaving your darling - er..no. 109th?...or the one before that?...or the one that have yet to come? Or maybe for some it's really just uncertain and fear of what is coming next with death. Maybe you will see your grandfather standing there waiting for you to give you one tight slap across your F**king face to wake up your F**king idea.....I don't know, I mean it's possible if you believe that you will see your grandfather.....but for some I really hope that is the case.
Why should you still cling on to life when you are practicaly a living dead? Why don't you just die and F**k off from this world? It really pains and more often than not, disgusts me to see that sometimes poeple are so F**ked up that they do stupid things, say stupid things and be such a stupid F**k that they are actually better off dead. I'll tell you why.....
On day, I was in class when I overheard one of my classmates speaking with another.
Classmate A : Eh yesterday you got go and pray or not?
Classmate B : Yah got, went to pray pray with my family.
Classmate A : I haven't pray yet sia...must go and pray...pray to this "ABC" god.
Classmate B : I haven't pray to this "ABC" god but I pray to the "XYZ" god already.
-----After school-----
Classmate A : Eh you know those ashpiles arh, must give them respect and pray you know. Cannot go and step or disturb the ashpile. That one belongs to the dead one. Must respect them.
Classmate B : Oh yah correct. Must respect them lah. They are the dead, must respect them.
Classmate B : Oh yah you know or not arh that ****** owe me $5 didn't return me leh.
Classmate A : Is it? Take from him loh.
Classmate B : Yah...blah blah blah blah...
Classmate A : Wah F**k lah...blah blah blah.....
And this seems to go on forever, poor ******.....even the dead get so much more respect than a healthy, living, alive and kicking him.
Some people are like that. They respect the dead. They go and pray pray. They do this. They do that. They do everything. For the dead. What about the one next to you?.....YES HIM...stop looking around.....that's the one I'm talking about. You care about him??!? F**K YOU! Owe you a little bit of money you KPKB. A little bit and you gossip non-stop about him. Respect this respect that, why not you respect my C**k instead. The people are already dead and can't do anything.....maybe can lah...maybe they appear show you how ghosts say hi.....--->..l.. anyway, you give them so much respect. You don't even know them, but you worship them as if they are gods. Why not you worship my C**k lah, maybe if you worship enough it can give you 4 numbers also...10 numbers also can...how many you want also can give you ah. The one next to you might be your classmate, or anyone who is definitely closer to you than that pile of black ash, or at least he's still a living human being. Do you give him the same respect you gave to that pile of ash? At least half? No? One quarter? One fifth? You might as well go eat my Sh!t.
People are like that, always full of shitty don't know WTF C**k mentality and behaviour. They respect and show concern for a pile of ash so much more than the living person next to them. When their time has come, they start saying all the "I love you" and "Take care my best friend" and all the hypocritic blah blah black sh!t. I think the best leading actor/actress must be you lah. Mediacorp should give you that award man. You are the best show I've ever seen lah!
Sometimes Love just ain't enough, they need more than a F**king slap across their F**king face to wake up their F**king idea.
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